Training the conscience
May 23rd, 2008
We each have a conscience. We may not be able to analyze it, and we certainly cannot control it, but we know we all possess one.
As Pastor Ray Stedman observed in his excellent commentary on Hebrews,
Conscience is that internal voice that sits in judgment over our will. There is a very common myth abroad that says that conscience is the means by which we tell what is right and what is wrong. But conscience is never that. It is training that tells us what is right or wrong. But when we know what is right or wrong, it is our conscience that insists that we do what we think is right and avoid what we think is wrong. That distinction is very important and needs to be made clear.
Conscience can be very mistaken; it is not a safe guide by itself. It accuses us when we violate whatever moral standard we may have, but that moral standard may be quite wrong when viewed in the light of God’s revelation. But conscience also gives approval whenever we fulfill whatever standard we have, though that standard is right or wrong. And conscience, we have all discovered, acts both before and after the fact — it can either prod or punish.
As we "former Adventists" are all too aware, our Adventist heritage deeply instills in us the mistaken belief that the Sabbath is the seal of God, while worshipping God on Sunday is the mark of the Beast. How many of us have come to the conclusion that Adventism is loaded with unbiblical doctrines, and so we began looking to mainstream Christianity to see what the Bible actually teaches?
Our natural tendency, as Adventists seeking a fellowship that taught Biblical truths, was to try to locate a Seventh-day Baptist or Messianic Jewish congregation to "dip our toe into." In the absence of such a nearby congregation we had no choice but to look at Christian fellowships that met on Sunday, the next most likely day of worship.
I began by attending a Wednesday night bible study at a local Lutheran church. That was "safer" because it wasn’t on Sunday. My Adventist conscience told me I had not yet "apostatized." After a few weeks I thought I would attend a Sunday morning worship service at nearby Evangelical Free Church to see what it was like. It felt so strange, and yet logically I was going to worship the Lord, wasn’t I? What was so wrong with worshipping God on Sunday — or any other day of the week for that matter? And yet my Adventist conscience told me that this was a sure sign that I was apostatizing!
I got up my courage and walked into the worship service. What a surprise! What a joy. Here was a group of vibrant Christians studying directly from the Bible — not proof-texting to support a particular cherished belief, but actually in deep Bible study, allowing for a diversity of viewpoints.
The worship service was more expository Bible study. What a shock! We studied more of the Bible in this one service than in an entire month at the SDA Churches I had previously attended. And still my Adventist conscience told me that I was on "dangerous ground". I was in danger of "loosing" my salvation. I was perilously close to apostatizing.
As Pastor Ray Stedman noted, our conscience is trained to tell us what is right or wrong. The believers in the Strong City cult (SDA offshoot) sincerely believe what they practice. Over time their consciences have been trained to believe that Michael Traversser is the Messiah, and that he needs naked virgins to be "spiritually consumated" to him. This is an example of people’s consciences trained to believe this is right. Adventism promotes a whole host of cultic beliefs that our consciences were trained as children to believe are right.
When we make another human being, be it Michael Traversser, Ellen White or Joseph Smith, our interpreter of what is right and wrong we make them our "spiritual compass" instead of Jesus. But there is hope. Jesus is in the business of fixing "broken consciences."
He says,
Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me. Revelation 3:20 (KJV)
What does Jesus do? He stands at our heart’s door and knocks. It is then up to us to open our heart’s door, and let Him in.
One of the main tenets of the Protestant Reformation was that man can approach God — that he does not need an infallible interpreter to help him understand what God has to say. And as yet Adventists, we so desperately wanted to have a human guide — even if it was a dead one. We retrained our consciences to believe that she alone had the correct interpretation of Scripture.
We want our idols. We want our human guides. That has been man’s human tendency all through the ages.
But we have no excuse. If we are truly "born again" New Covenant Christians, the Holy Spirit fills that role. We are His temple. We are where God dwells. God in us. He is our compass. He is our conscience. Not the writings of Ellen White, but the gospel of Christ. Do our actions and our beliefs reflect that? Do we truly believe that the gospel is God’s final word, beyond which there is nothing to be said or experienced, and that there is no way of going on from hearing the gospel to some more profound or fuller knowledge of God?
It is training that tells us what is right or wrong. But when we know what is right or wrong, it is our conscience that insists that we do what we think is right and avoid what we think is wrong.
Accept no substitutes. Jesus Christ is the total answer to every human need!
References: Ray Stedman, A Clear Conscience (A study of Hebrews 9:1-23)
Gilbert Jorgensen
